| first goal!!!!!!!!!! |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|07:19 am] |
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rewached. my. first. goal weight.
115 lbs baby. YOu know it XD |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2004|06:28 am] |
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Majorly frustrated because I haven't lost any weight since yesturday morning! 116.5 is pissing me off... I'll just stay under 100 calories today and then I should be all good, right?
Yea... Sure Sasha. Whatever you say. You just are never gonna be skinny. Deal with it.
So far today:
Saltine Cracker: 12 calories
Green Tea: 1 calorie
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13 calories total
So today I can have 7 more crackers and 2/3 more cups of green tea. Sounds like a plan to me.
♥ Sasha |
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| Thin Commandments |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|09:33 pm] |
The Thin Commandments:
1. If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.
2. Being thin is more important than being healthy.
3. You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.
4. Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
5. Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself afterwards.
6. Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.
7. What the scale says is the most important thing.
8. Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad.
9. You can never be too thin.
10. Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success. |
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| 2.5 until my first goal! |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|09:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ashlee Simpson CD | ] |
Down to 117.5 lbs! Only 2.5 away from my short term goal (115)! I'm sooo excited. I can't believe I was carrying an extra 9 lbs of fat on me! *barf*
Today I had:
2 saltime crackers: 24 calories
chicken salad: 50 calories
apple: 65 (negative) calories
Metamucil: 20 calories
3 cups green tea: 3 calories
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Total: 162 calories
Wow, it felt liek I had alot more... Where did I not eat today? I ♥ adore this becoming thin thing.
Skating was awsome today. did triple salcows, tried toes and loops. I'm getting there :)
~Thin For Triples |
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| 118! sweetness |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|08:13 am] |
As of 6:45 am, I am down to 118 lbs. I can't belive I was 8 and 1/2 lbs heavier only last monday. My god it will feel so good to be even skinnier.
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
Today so far I've had:
Geen Tea: 0 cals
Metamucil: 10 cals
a little chicken salad: 30 cals.
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40 calories and it's only 8 am. |
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| 7 lbs down in 1 week! :) |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|03:13 pm] |
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Last week at his time I weighed 126.5 lbs. Today I weight 119.5 lns. I've lost 7 lbs since last monday. I am incredibly happy right now. Only 4.5 lbs away from my short term goal weight! This is wonderful!
I have a question. Basically, I've been eating 1 salad a day and a special K bar ever few days. What are some safe foods I can buy? I heard apples are negative calories. What else is negative calories?
Thanks for the help.
(x-post in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) thinfortriples, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) _lost_, and ana_tips) |
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| 121 and loosing |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|07:24 am] |
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121 lbs this morning. Oh this is grand :)
I think I might get a Special K bar today for breakfast. Then I'll try not to eat for the rest of the day :) Yay.
Time to get my Special K bar and go skatting for 2 hours then work! Skating = Burning calories. Work = Burning Calories |
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| :) getting there slowly.. |
[Aug. 26th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
Today I did very well in my opinion.
4 cornflakes: >10 calories
Sugar-free Red Bull: 10 calories
Salad: >150 calories
6 dried apple rings: 75 calories
coffee: 25 calories
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270 calories
Not bad at all.
I'm down to 122.5 lbs :) 4 lbs lost since I started! :-D
~Thin For Triples |
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| Day 3 |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|12:23 pm] |
Oh Mia, we are becoming pretty good friends now. We've met on several occasions and you keep me safe from myself. When I am not able to control myself, you get me out of problems...
Last night Alisha told me she was bulemic too. We got McDonalds and told each other we were going to throw it up after. I did... and it was so satisfying.. No calories for this chubby girl...
Some inspiring quotes I found posted in _lost_
“You’ve made a decision: You will not stop. The pain is necessary, especially the pain of hunger. It reassures you that you are strong, can withstand anything, that you are not a slave to your body, you don’t have to give in to its whining.
In truth, you like the pain. You like it becase you think you deserve it, and the fact that you’re putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You’re doing something right.”
“Eating disorders have the centripetal force of black holes. I remember, that day, pulling into myself and not caring about who I was sucking in with me.
And I remember being utterly, utterly pleased with myself.
Why?
Because I was disappearing.
There is a fascination with human rebellions against material limits, with that small step into the supernatural. It feels magical.”
“I did not intend to stop. I was not testing the limits of the human body – which implies a certain respect for those limits – so much as I was wondering what it would take to break through them. I wanted to see what was on the other side.”
Today I've had:
Tea: 0 calories
2 Turkey Lettuce Wraps: 40 calories
1/2 package cinamon gramn cracker snack: 90 calories
Bulion: 5 calories
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Total: 135 calories
I plan on maybe having a sald for dinner. Maybe...
♥ Thin For Triples
Start Weight: 126.5
Current Weight: 124.5 lbs
Short Term Goal: 115 lbs
Long Term Goal: 100-105 lbs |
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| working on it. |
[Aug. 24th, 2004|02:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
I was doing so good this morning. I just had one of my turkey lettuce rolls, 20 calories there. Then I had an apple which is 70 (but negative) calories. After that I made some chicken flovored broth which is another 5 calories. I at some crackers, but I threw those up. So it's ok.
Exercise wise: 2 hours of skating + 2 miles running
What's with me lately... I always thought of people who have bulemia as just wanting attention. At least until recently... But I don't have bulemia, I just know that I can throw up, nothing too bad. Right?
Should I have salad today? I don't think I'll last through tonight without one. I'll proobly pass out. So I guess I do need one...
~ Thin For Triples |
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| Day 1 |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|06:51 pm] |
5'6 and 125 pounds are not good statitics for a figure skater... I am gonna change that and be beautiful and thin for regionals. I'll have triples by then aswell, because I'll get off the ice without a problem. I'll be thin... I swear I will...
I made myself throw up for the first time today. It was neccesary. I had consumed 2 McDonals hash browns and 2 Honey Dew honey dipped donuts on my ride home. I am so fat right now it's not even funny. I was so happy when I was able to throw it up...
After that the only thing I ate was two slices of turkey rolled up in lettuce and 1 grape. That's only like 50 calories. I will be skinny, no matter what it takes...
~Thin For Triples |
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